Roman Burki is willing to let us in on a little secret, one that he doesn't necessarily want his team-mates to hear. But, to understand the meaning behind it, you have to get what St. Louis City SC are all about.
Burki is, of course, the star goalkeeper of MLS' newest team. He's almost certainly the team's most recognizable face - a former starter at Borussia Dortmund who played at the top level for many years.
That was in the past, though. In the here and now, Burki is the No.1 for MLS' most absurd collection of misfits, a group of unheralded and previously-unrecognizable stars who have taken the league by storm. This is St. Louis City's first season of existence, and virtually everyone with an opinion about MLS saw disaster in their future. Rightfully so, perhaps. In a league that has seen so many expansion teams fall flat on their face, St. Louis looked destined to be the next to stumble.
They had no recognizable stars, having instead spent big money on a goalkeeper, Burki, in a move that has always been MLS' cardinal sin. Their other big moves? A pair of signings from Germany that no one in the U.S. had ever heard of. Their roster was filled with MLS journeyman, other team's rejects and young stars that never got a chance wherever they were before.
"We have players that were not used anymore by the previous clubs, players that were not really wanted," Burki tells GOAL. "We collected them, basically."
And yet here they are, top of the Western Conference. St. Louis was the best team in the conference from wire to wire, starting off with a series of incredible wins and never looking back.
Somehow, this group of misfits and cast-offs turned into something much more: a team. And, as that team prepares for their biggest challenge yet, we can go back to Burki's secret.
"I would not say this in front of the team," he begins, "but, to me, it doesn't matter how it's going to end now in the playoffs. Of course, you want to go as far as possible, but when you look back after this season, I think everyone can be really proud of what we have achieved.
"Like everyone has played a part in that, and that is very important. We always stick together and nobody was ever blaming the other one. This team just has a great mentality and so many really good guys. I really am so proud to be a part of this team."
So how did they get here? How did a group of outcasts turn into arguably the biggest surprise in MLS history? Let's start at the beginning...